I've been on so many growing up that I can't remember half of them. Some were anti-depressants, others were anti-psychotics and mood stabilizers. However, out of all the medications they've ever had me on, I would say Seroquel was the worst. It was like they shot me with a tranquilizer. I was OUT.
They decided to keep me in the hospital for the first week when they put me on this medication. I could not move. The nurses would have to pick me up and carry me to the random offices for blood tests and to the cafeteria. I was frickin' OUT.
When I got home I got curious to see what would happen if I took two or three of them at once. In retrospect, I don't understand why I would be so curious and DUMB. If one made me tired, wouldn't two make me twice as tired? I found out the hard way by waking up three days later on the floor in the bathroom. Even then, I never understood how people would actually take Seroquels to get high. I hated them.
It's the worst ever. At least for me, anyway. But medications effect everyone differently. I was on Welbutrin as well. While my doctor prescribed it to me for depression, my father's physician was prescribing it to him to help cut back his nicotine cravings. Some of the doctors around here have called it the "miracle" drug. Honestly, it didn't do me any good. While I was less agitated than normal, I was still a miserable little kid when I was on this.
If your veins are popping up everywhere, I would suggest hydrating yourself. Some medications can dehydrate you. I never dealt with dehydration when I was on Welbutrin but Lithium had similar effects on me.
The only thing I suggest is don't take yourself off medications on your own. Just stopping can cause your seratonin levels to go a little hay-wire and you might be worse than you were before they'd put you on the medication. I was a prime example.
You should tell your doctor that you don't want to take that medication. If they say to keep taking it, you tell them to change the medication or you're going to hire a different doctor. End of story. There are hundreds of thousands of doctors out there. Why go to this one if he/she isn't going to work WITH you?
That aside, I personally have no faith in prescription drugs. I was on them for five years. They never helped. I only got serious weight gain or risk of liver failure from Lithium and such. I have learned to live without medications and function decently. When I feel an episode coming on, I will sometimes seek alternative means as well.
Hoped that can help.
