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  #2 New 08-12-07 21:02
*sigh* He's hanging out with his parents right now. I wish I could be talking with him, but at the same time, I do realize that it is not a good thing to spend all of your time with a romantic interest or significant other.
I'm just used to spending all of my time with him, really. When I'm not at school or work, I'm talking with him. We spend so much time together, and I feel really lonely with my not being able to talk with him right now.
Most of the time, I really want to strangle him. But for as much as I hate him, I love him.
We're not together, but everyone thinks we are. We have this sort of togetherness that is so unbelievable. It scares the both of us to retreat, naming the other "friend." But as much as we would like to deny what's going on, we really can't. It sucks - I want to be single. Being single means ALWAYS being safe from the heartache that is loving another human being.

Anyway...

I miss him.

We've been through so much together in the year that we have known each other. With him being a white man, me a black woman, and us being so in the South, we really HAVE been through a lot. We get looks when we're out together. I love how he... insists that I sit at his side, no matter where we are and no matter how many stares we get.

I love his tattooed white body.
I love his dick.
I love his black hair... blue eyes.
I love his profile.

I love that he is so damned possessive of me. That's right - own me.
He is so smart. So jealous. So energetic. So honest. So committed. To me.

He is the most arrogant son of a bitch I've ever met. Ha. But love is a funny thing.
I hate him. I love him. I hate him because I love him.




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