its hard. trust me. you will wake up some nights crying because she isnt' ther. you will miss her at odd times of the day. you will occasionally think of her while doign something else. the only thing you can do is carry on with your life and call her once a week or so. and if she cares same for you that you do for her. then she wont mind and will call you occasionaly. its possilbe. and will pass time.