One and Shy- I'm really leaning towards the moving out part, and in july i turn 18, so more than probably thats what i'm going to do thank you, you guys.

*wierdgirl*-Well my brother has already told me that i'm excluded out of his life. He keeps saying this over and over, but when he needs or wants something, he comes to me, and of course i'm going to comply because he's my brother..i dont want to be mean. I show my mom that i'm not skin and bones, i lift up my shirt, but its if she's being totally ignorant and wants me to confess that theres something wrong with me when there isn't..I don't know, it gets me aggrivated. She calls me a hanger, and what have you. I've never been affectionate towards any one person before, and i'm more affectionate than i have ever been with my current boyfriend. He's unlike anybody else, he's the first person that i've ever met that has made me feel what i think and feel is important. My mom tells me all the time what i think and my opinions don't matter, until i graduate from college. Then she threatens to hit me, when i try to make her understand things, so i don't bother at all. But what doesn't make sense is that my brothers utterly rude and he always voices what he feels and i don't know. Maybe thats where my insecurity comes from, it rooted from my own family..I just know one thing for sure, i want out.