okay i know u must all be sick and tired of giving advice, but i don't really need advice, just a conformation of what i'm saying: i've been cutting myself for about 3 years with stops, peaks and lows, normally i only do it a few times a day, when something stressy happens, but the last few months i even hide myself in the toilet during the break so i can cut myself, i take every chance i have and it's like i'm so addicted i can't even stand 15 minutes without doing it..now i don't really find it disturbing, cuz i need it and it helps me, but the hurting-myself-stage has evolved to banging my head against the wall for about half an hour, without being able to stop...it's like i lose control over myself and get into some kind of trance
now all i need to know: this is still quite normal right