there is really only a little I can say to you.

...there is always one person who loves more in a relationship... one of the two people will always be more of a giver, and one will always be more of a taker. This doesnt mean they both dont give and take, just that the scales are never balanced. In most relationships, the scales swing, as each partner gives more at certain times... but once in a while a relationship consists of a person that does most of the giving and the other person rarely does anything but take.

... those relationships are on the edge of dysfunctional, and while they do sometimes work, I wonder if that's what you want. Why live your entire life from such a young age, doing nothing but giving and getting little in return?

if she does break up with you, remember that there will be something good that comes out of it. There always is... you just can't see it yet, because you are so involved in the fear of losing her... You sound like a fantastic person to me, with a lot of possibilities for yourself... if she doesn't break up with you... try considering stepping back a bit, and becoming a little less attached... there's no harm in it, yet your eyes may open to a lot of things that you haven't been able to see while you've immersed yourself in her...


I'm being so blunt, because I am also a giver, and have had people do this type of thing to me. I know what a feeling of loss it can be and how much it can hurt... give yourself some room to find happiness with "you" again, and see how much brighter things look.

Good luck to you...