I'm so freaked out. I have that icy feeling in my chest constantly now. Everytime I talk to her I have the nagging fear that she's about to break up with me. Well the good news is, she hasn't yet.
It's hard to give somebody what they want, when they don't know what they want. It's such a feeling of impotence. All you can do is sit and watch while your future is decided without you.
You know, everytime we get our hearts broken we promise ourselves we won't let it happen again. We're such liars.