i really appriciate all the input you guys gave me!!

as far as losing my friend...
i don't think tha'ts going to happen because i told him that he really liked his sister and he says "i don't care..."
i'm not sure what that really means....hahah considering he's such a pothead and that's what he always says....
(trying to get him to quit)

but yea....i dunno cause i have a weird relationship with his sister... i mean slowly i'm talking to her more and we're becomming friends....which is pretty good i guess.

well...maybe i just put her on a pedestal and created an image of the perfect girl, but hey i think it's worth the effort...

all my life i've been giving myself excuses to go up to girls and i thought to myself - pretty soon i'll be 30 and alone...so screw that...i've changed!!

again thanks for the input...