so ehm are all of you people just heartless and dumb?
i'm getting really pissed off by these fucked up replies
what the fuck's up with "self mutilation is one of those things that instantly shouts "weak"... if you cant find more constructive ways then you might as well get it over with."

damn, are u people so dumb..or maybe only ignorant??has anyone here ever felt like exploding, totally hopeless and still trying to fight..find a way out..NO ONE judge it before you've done it yourself cuz destructive or not if it helps you so be it..i know it myself and damn i hate all these prejudices
the fact u are still alive proves you're strong..
i have so much more to say but right now i feel kind of frustrated...these replies are weak, not the person who asked for advice..damn..it sucks that my english isn't good cuz' i'd like to say so much more...
anyway..about the girl..in my opinion it's not becuz' she dated someone else after she broke up with u, she doesn't love u..there could be so many reasons..as a matter of fact i do think she loved-loves u..otherwise she wouldn't always come back..i think she's just fucked up herself and...waiting for you..i i were you i'd certainly go over there and tell her everything u feel cuz' u know u have to...
i'm just..not very good at giving advice, but i'm gonna think about it...sorry