Alright I usually wouldnt read something thhaaaat long...but i got into it.You see my ex left me because I was too depressed and he felt i pushed him away and this whole marijuana issue(which i quit...)We were okay I tried getting him back it couldnt work.He said I'd get over him (im not fully straight..just to clue you all in...NO that doesnt make me special and unique)Bluntly put...me and him wernt going to happen.I cried everyday attempted sucide.Now I find out he likes my friend aimee.I mean and then my friend had t0 help at a dance and i went there to pick her up we had to go somewhere...i saw him ...i ran.I told kristen i was going to the jungle gym cuz i had a rope in my bag...i went..she told him he ran after me.

........my situation is different.and it seems this girl was either using u or felt ashamed.You need to get through to her.Im very sorry about your illness.