umm okay so here's the thing.
I like 2 guys at the same time *cries*
I'm going out with one of them but the other keeps crossing my mind and i can't take it no more

i feel *not* loyal.
The thing is me and the other guy were pretty close to going out together but we didn't because of a stupid misunderstanding that wasn't cleared out till i after i started dating my bf, it turned out i had thought he didn't like me [thanks to my non existent self-confidence] and so did he.
So it just feels like there's a part of my life that is missing. I really like the guy and I really like my bf *gasps*
My bf is so sweet and understanding and he even told me that he can't make me love him and that i had the future of our relation in my hands and that he wouldn't mind us being just friends as long as he's near me *cries again*
But even after he said that i couldn't make up my mind and was just too afraid of hurting him. I got no guts to take any decision whatsoever and i can't go on thinking about the other guy when i'm with one of them.
What should i do?
