Thanks hun,
I know theres no such thing as bad feelings, Ive said, theres always a purpose to everything. And its easy to see what the purpose was that you actually responded to this post so justly, I think weve got alot in common. Ive already started to the steps back, out of the ceneter, but it doesnt make me feel anybetter. I guess I know that theres my loved ones that are hurting, and I want to help them, and there are so many that need to be loved. Plus whenever I pull away, Im labled "weak", and they throw everything from snide remarks, to backstabbing, to counclers down my throat.
Plus, my last good friend, before bethy that is, She backstabbed me, and finally just said that I had too many issues for her, and I had a few too many scars...I dont want to end up being as superficial as she is...