Actually Uz, ur right, I know that they need to back off, and even tho they arnt backing off, its because they dont want to loose me anymore than I want to lose them, and I know I cant save the universe, I just dont know how to stop trying. Like I was ranting about in my journal, its just the shit is everywhere and Im the one they want and think can fix it...
You gave me the reality check I needed *hugglez* thanks.