I don't want to push her in any way. I want her to be allright one day. I know that it will take a long time, and she said that this doesn't has to be the end forever. We still keep contact. I just feel so..so.. ..I wish i could turn back time and take the pain away from her. I cant uderstand that people can be monsters like that. If i could i would root them out.

But thank you.. every good opinion gives me hope.