I am getting old (18) this month and have realized one great weaknes I have. My will is not strong enough. 2002 I have manage to reduce my weight from 95,5Kg to 85Kg and it was easy but thanks to some problems Bad makrs and dead of my dog I have lost the WAY again. Know I do balance between dark and light side of my nature and I am afraid that I will fall too deep to return. I have try to take a rest realy long rest but it is just more bad. So I come hear again after more than half of year. Hear where I fell in love when I had thought that love doesn't exist. I am sorry for my bad english. Please help me with any advice you have for me. Thanks