it is all so very soul wrenching... I always wanted her to be strong and live her potential, which is truely astounding, and I have alot of blame for myself in this. And now I am days away from having twin boys and am supposed to be bed bound... god, I just feel like I failed her... and she was the last person I ever wanted to hurt. Now I sit here with salty rivers down my cheeks, a familiar theme in my life... one which I would do anything to spare her from... and the nagging fear and doubt and pain all smash like glass to shread me... what can I do? I need help. She said to me recently that our seperation was bad timing... that if it had been a few years before she was just a kid and would have gotten over it, if a few years later she would have been out of the house... and imagine the guilt I have for it. I want to make everything ok again, but i cant see how. *sad eyes and quivering lip* do I confront her with force? with sympathy? I am affraid I will drive her away with either one.