I didn't think you were susecptible to "mope" rougue, i'm glad to read it. I know some people who didn't give a second thought to a serious relationship they invested years on, maybe they were in shock, i dont know. I suppose it is the personality, Gustav Jung's ego aided by your environment. The structure of your personality versus your development of your personality. Your personal unconscious versus your collective. How you use the "complexes" and problems in your life. blah blah ill fucking shut up now