i hate raising a boy i claim to be my own for 8 years and suddenly his biological mother wants to be more involved and in charge of things the reason why is the fucking bitch alway's lets him down. i get all of his hurt all of his pain all of his anger all of his games when it finally comes her weekend she will give him anything he wants so he will have fun and be happy. i get the biggest hardest job...raising a special needs chemically embalanced boy. i go to all the appointment follow as many of the guidelines as i can consistancy in life and disipline and i hate the fact she keeps fucking his mind up worse. i hate she try's to control my husband. why the fuck don't either one of them get it? if i didn't love him like my own i would have hit the road along time ago. i hate not knowing how to bring things together i hate hitting my head on the wall it hurts i've tried everything i know how sink or swim how will the story end