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Originally posted by Starface
I'm sorry to hear it. It's a very scary subject for me. As much as my parents drive me nuts...I don't feel that I could handle their deaths. My mom says she felt the same way but she says something in you changes and you just handle it. She says it's hard sometimes though. Her and my Dad both bum out over their moms being gone...especially around the hollidays...I can't even think about it without getting comletely bumed but it's one of those things that always goes through my mind. What if my Dad has a heart attack or my mom gets in a car wreck or damn I'd be alone in this world. I guess I'm not helping much...I've never been through it yet but...I dread it and I can only imagine what your feeling...literally...I'm sitting here just imagineing and I don't even want too...gosh I hope somebody helps me through it. I hope I can keep it together for my kids. |
I'm sure you can do fine starface. Yeah it sucks when death comes upon your family. Even if you haven't been showing them enough love like your sapost to you know. Cause in a way you kind of blame it on your self you know. But it isn't your fault or anyones elses. Like you have said on what your mom told you to do.If i were you i wouldn't think about things like that about your parents.
Try and keep positive thaughts about them. Maybe i should do the same for my dad huh?
