you have every right to believe what you do...but when it comes to a point of condemning, critisizing and harrassing those who don't believe as you do that's when it stops being just a believer and becoming close-minded...I to had the whole "god" experience and hold nothing against him...he had his time and influence over my life, but the hypocrisy and the descrepencies I found for myself disillusioned me from the church...god is good, church is not...