keep in touch with her, try and make things work. if they dont, she's only going to be gone for a couple of years hun it wont be that bad.
i understand how it feels to have the only reason you are still leaving, the only reason you still value life, the ONLY reason you dont cry yourself to sleep tonight because you are still goign to wake in the morning taken away from you. more like riped away from your needing arms. i know how you feel, i do... time heals all wounds hun... i hope you guys can work things out, good luck...

DRi