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08-11-02
It usually happens when I'm around a lot of people.. not so much like walking to class or anything, but a more energetic environment - like watching a show at a club or something like that. Other times it happens when I'm at home and I'll suddenly feel completely overwhelmed; like I'm going crazy or something, and I can't sort anything out in my head. I end up getting sort of dizzy and sick, and it's a lot harder to breathe. I don't have asthma, but it seems somewhat similar. It usually helps to sit down somewhere away from anyone, but it takes quite awhile until I can breathe normally again. I don't know what else to classify that as.. what do you think? Last thing, I saw. This winding road goes through that valley ahead. This day, what fear. I'm already dead. I'm already dead. What shock to find I'm free. I'm free. Cut loose, the binds I invented, for me. This now, I claim. In love. Insane. Kicked down. Thank you. I would have been so lost, without your pain. "Your lies are too much for you," he says. |