I was just watching a show about some lady who was in the middle of an operation and woke up. She said she could feel her skin tearing apart and it felt like there was a blowtorch in her stomach. Yeah, I'm scared shitless now. I was scared before, but now I am scared shitless. That would be something that would happen to me. Ya know? I mean ..common, I am your classic clutsy (i.e. I stabbed myself with a fork).