I don't know what His specific plan for your life is. i don't really even know you! I do know what God has done in my own life though. He has shown me what my talents are, those things he has gifted me with. He then has provided a multitude of opportunities to cultivate these gifts and use them to serve others. This may sound like something you could do without God, but one must realize that God has given us our talents to be used for the benefit of others, so that people will praise Him for His work. My advice to you is to seek after Jesus Christ-ask Him to reveal to you your talents and provide you with opportunities. But most importantly, Seek Him as your Lord and Savior. In this way, God can begin to work in you and show you how you can use your talents in the most effective way. A key issue is that your gifts are to be used to bless others, and the only way you can have the maximum effect in the World is to Follow the opportunities God gives you. If you have urther questions, please e-mail me at daniel.a.newkirk@bubbs.biola.edu I really would love to help answer any questions you have as best i can. I hope that God will make Himself real to you. If you seek Him, you will find Him!