i fell like that more often then i like to admit. but it goes on and off with me. i use to feel like it all the time but then when i got this one friend who had been through some of the same shit and felt like i did, we confided in each other. it made me feels so much better. i looker around at who i was freinds with and told them how i felt, they all helped. everysingle on was there for me when i needed them. and bill and his chart of people that would off themselves helped. it wasnt real but it helped. i love you guys...and goodluck, and feel better. things are never as bad as they seem..

Your Morning Star

-Dri-