2day was horrible:

-it was my 1 month anniversary with my boyfriend whom i'm seriously thinking of dumping. i speak in paragraphs...he speaks in grunts ("me tarzan you jane"kind of thing).

-it was both his and my mom's birthday...i got him a gift and the asshole didn't even thank me. my mom (as usual) was happy with the gift certificate i got her and even THANKED ME! Hmm...u'd think he'd get the hint.

-we went to see MIB2 and he proceeded to make loud comment throughout the movie and there were other ppl in the theater TRYING to enjoy the movie as well. (note to self: don't try to lean against your boyfriend half sitting, half lying on him...my back still kills)

-my younger sis and bro almost made me go deaf in the car with all their fucking screaming @ each other. HELP!!!
forget rock concerts- i've got an entire band in the two of them!!!

-dinner was nice, we went to the olive garden (w/o my boyfriend...hehehe ) it would have been too expensive to bring him along, o well.

now don't get me wrong, chuck (my b/f) is a great guy, but sumtimes i wonder if he's all there-if u get my drift. he doesn't seem extremely bright either...hence my inevitable decision to break off the relationship. I need someone who can keep up with me and has a similar personality as me. (ie- respects my beliefs, likes goth/heavy metal/punk music (just a suggestion), but is happy and bubbly like me. strange combination, i know...but hey what can i say, that's me for you.

i'm not quite sure what i'm going to do about chuck @ this point, maybe i'll stick w/ him for a while longer and see if any changes take place.(this is probably just hopeful wishing, but hey, whatev)i think that i'll go now-i feel better that i've ranted and raved a bit. o, to my darkforum buddies...i had a strange premonition of something bad happening to one of u yesterday, if this means anything @ all to any of u, pleaze tell me asap, thanx.