Situation report for: Aeternus.
Date: 10-07-2002, 9:23

Physical status:
Apart from a few scratches and a nasty toenail that grows the wrong way, not many direct issues. I eat too much methinks. I'm gaining weight, but it is hardly alarming. Cut back on midnight snacks. Eyes are still severely hampered, by lenses. Headache looms, perhaps a case of influenza. I will live.

Mental status:
Chronic fatigue. When will I find sleep? As I lay my head to rest at 11, I rarely close my eyes before 2. But I refuse to taint my body with chemicals, to force a sleep that should not be. Perhaps I worry too much. Perhaps thinking can be a curse... Doubt. Chaos. I should meditate.

Educational status:
Well, interim goes fine so far. A few more weeks, and I have not even begun on my report. Neither on the assignment that I should make the report from. Perhaps I'll do it wholly different. I don't know. I'll see in a week or so. School recommencing in September. Great, no summer holiday for me...

Financial status:
... not that I had money for one anyhow. Still owe my mom loke, E 400,- or so. But I'll be able to pay her back next month. And then I'll be broke but debt-free. Yay. *is only that happy*

System status:
Well, at least my comps are working again. Still need a monitor for the second... But with an UPS backing it up, power surges and failures should not be a problem anymore...

Other status:
Ah well, at least my "higher learning" as so many tend to call it, progresses a little. But even there I am coming to a halt. Perhaps a total freezeout, just for a while. 'Till I figure out what is real and what is not. In all matters.
I envy the infant not surviving birth...

And why the hell post this? I don't know. Just felt like it.