You couldn't throw up because your not sopposte to. DUH (dont take as criticism) your body is your temple, treat it right. instead of starving yourself and throwing up, try diet and exercise. if you feel that down about your appearance then you feel bad about yourself. look around you, try and find out what is causing this negative energy.
my best friend is over weight and she is more comfortable in her body than i am in mine! the goddess made you the way you are, but she also gave you the power to change w/out hurting yourself.
stay strong, take care of yourself, and stop hurting your body.

Your Dark Princess

-Dri-