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Originally posted by waterbearer
Have days when you don't care? About anything... work, home, boyfriend, wife, eating, talking, breathing...?
Feel like shutting down and letting the world pass you by?
Not negative about anything in particular, but apathetic... just reacting really to what's around you? If someone's negative, you become negative, if someone's nice, you're nice in return...
and if the wrong person says the wrong thing... you attack, but if the right person says the right thing, you glow?
I hate days like that.
Today would be one of those days, and yesterday was the same... maybe I just need beer...
Anyway - what do you do if/when you have a day like this? |
That's how I feel!!!!! I'm not alone...I'M NOT ALOOOOOONE!
Fuck I know I need a beer...it's been 7 months dammit!! I need a bottle of whiskey!!! I did fine while I was going to school but now...
I try to stay busy but I feel unmotivated so I waller...it's too fucking hot outside...the house is clean...I come here...I try to find "something"...my head starts to hurt...I wonder if I'm going crazy...someone pulls a nerve in my brain...I attack...someone turns on a light in my head...I cry...I'm flooded suddenly with too much feeling...I feel guilty...I go to bed.