Another problem with that I am unable to control me myself in critical situations.( Last time when I have exploded I have hurt the girls from my class (my girlfriend too)becuase one of them tell everybody that I lies. The rest of girls try to stop me and they get also but not so many(only one and then they go out of my way). So I wish to do not learn more of killing arts. ( I need something as psychological trick which I can use If you know any I will be grateful for it. I thing he understood it well but he begins to train his muscules again. Any time before his hits was not so powerful and I can overstand them easy but now...