::sighs::

do you want my story? which one would you like to hear? the worst, OK.
i am not revealing much though-
it was my first year, i was new and young and didn't know what i was doing. i met him, so bold and so good looking. he was everything and more i wanted. i remember how he asked me out, so polite, so scared, so incredible shy. i couldn't help but say yes. he came over that night and we watched movies wile i feel asleep in his arms. we dated for 7 months. a glorious wondrous heaven-on-earth 7 months. things started to go on a decline. i dont know why, for the life of my i dont know why. then one day it was over, he just walked up to me in school, handed me the only thing that i held dear, and simply said "I'm sorry it is over." i cried myself to sleep for the next 4 months. i didn't want to live anymore. i didn't have a reason. i had become completely dependent on him, it wasn't fair. To only make it worse I found out that he had dumped me for someone else! I gave him everything, I mean everything! he took it, held it over an open fire, ate it, threw it back up, and then threw it at me.
Yeah, I'm still not completely over it, but I am getting there.