It may seem bad right now. I don't know how bad you feel, from what I gather pretty bad though, but I've felt bad like that too. Maybe not to the same extent...but...

Don't "fold." Things are going to hurt right now. but you're just acting on the emotion of the moment. This will pass, no matter how bad its been. I was on the verge of giving up when I found Jocelyn, and things are...well I won't bore you. But I almost gave up right when someone awesome made their way to me. And I could have missed it. Don't give up. Just be more cautious.