Well..it's not so bad...nice to not care about anything...but its taking an effect on my close friends (I try not to let that happen...but *shruggs*). I mean, i still have SOME feeling, enough to where it wont ruin my frienships completely. Yeah i need a break from feeling..I have felt waaay to much for my age. No, i didnt think what you said was bullshit, it makes sense..only thing is that I dont know if I'll want something or let something break it.
"I agree with you that nothing really matters, since its how I feel too but wouldnt it be better to remember that for your fears and pain and forget it for the little joys you can gain from this life?" <~ Do you try and do this? I know it would prolly be better..but right now I cant juggle feeling and not feeling at the same time..I understand where you are comming from...maybe in time I will try..thanks...

“The night has a thousand eyes, and the day but one….Yet the light of the bright world dies…with the dying sun. The mind has a thousand eyes, and the heart but one…Yet the light of a whole life dies…when love is done…- Francis W. Bourdillon
"The madness of demons is Rage. The madness of angels is Hope."
"We are Grey. We stand between the Candle and the Star"
“Some people are born to be the tears of the world” -me
"Fell from Heaven and her wings shattered like glass. But she's an angel, so of course she got up and walked away. But they still had to scrape her soul off the side walk..."
"Understanding is the one-dimensional comprehension of the intellect. It leads to knowledge. Realization is three-dimensional-a simultaneous comprehension of head, heart, and instinct. It comes only from direct experience"
"You understand many things but have realized practically nothing"
"Why did you throw the Jack of Hearts away, when that was the only card left I had to play?"
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