thats true, band camp will be alot of fun now, ill be green, ill be mean, and ill be medita-ting. oh well i tried. but back to my topic at hand.

meditation: to seak answers from the center being of the goddess in you. inside you are the answers to all your questions and your problems it is up to you to find them inside you, meditation is the way that has been taught for centuries to do this. great prophicies, and visions were sen in this state of being. people around like me, and other people you know dave, have the power of scry through the visions in meditation. once awakened you will be at more peace with your energy and problems will drift away, but there will be stalling points everywhere you go if you dont keep it going. meditation is not a gift of the rituals, it is actually a practice just like the thing its based on. all the answers as i say can be found, and evenm the ones you dont want to know, wich is why to save you for now i want you only to base on one topic. know your question and your real problem if thats what you want help with, then go into meditation and seek the answers from yourself and from the elders of gala. (no not the video game, this is my sanctuary thus the place or area i use in my teachings) peace and tranquility to all. in this you will find all. in my mediataion to be more comfortable with my energy i have learned the ability of shapeshifting. i go to my place gala, or as i found the ability first (astroplane) and i shapeshift my inner being and energy into one pure form, a waterbased lion orange fur with a blue flame maine and tail, with a deep purple mists around it. may sound gay to you but my power in this form is at its truest and purest form.
find your inner thrength first. dont move on to this technique because you will become confused and your energy will backfire. for now just keep with the meditating, and the energy control i talk about along with the thought control over your mind for easier meditation, and conciousness against your pure form.

may sound like japaneese to you but to me its a real peice of work.