"There is no proof, and no disproof, but just look around yourself. Do you not see anything who's beauty does not invite you to think twice about God?"

Very well said. I have questioned the existance of God since my mind was mature enough to think about such things. And I have always come to the same conclusion, Its unrealistic to believe in a higher controlling power... but at the same time how can you not believe.

How can one look at something as beautiful as a sunset, and not see the face of god within it? How can one look up on an autumn night, see the billions of stars, feel the crisp wind, and feel utterly alone?

Christianity is fucked up. They have caused pain and suffering for millions upon millions. For that reason I renounce the christian faith, its populated by hypocrites and bigots. But I do not renounce god... a god... a force... something. Something is out there... something made all this. It would be just plain arrogant for me to believe otherwise.