You know ''Dark'' Messiah...you are as dark as I am a faithful Christian...instead of insulting me by saying that I am ''not'' truly sad, go listen to some reagge on a beach and don't piss me off...If you listen to happy music when you are sad, the only thing you will eventually do is smash the Hi Fi to pieces. Don't try to play smart on me fucker...you don't know with what kind of person you are dealing with...you don't know how it is to be in my emotional condition...I am not in an adolescent 'spooky' phase...I have got over that years ago. I just have lost everything that I had in life. What I have left is a job and my music...nothing more...