I can kindof see how someone might be happy if they think she is in Heaven, but I would not be happy for her for getting her wish. It's a morbid wish and I imagine the only reason she wished it was 'last resort'. I'm sure most of us have wished we were dead, more than once - but I bet she would rather have solved her problems and lived happily than to have to die in such an awful way for release. She must not have had any hope left......