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Originally posted by RedMeat
I dont get much pleasure either Desh. Its like I`m just killing time until i die. |
Been there felt that... yeah was a feeling like everyday was the same as the last and the weeks would drag on and on.
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Originally posted by Crucifix Angel
If you thought life was so worthless you would have killed yourself
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Here's the Kicker, I actually did... Goddamn stupid Doctors at T.O. General had to bring me back. Heroin overdose, always fun.... but I was found "in the nick of time" and after a wee bit of dialisis and some more chemicals pumped into my bloodstream I came back... and guess what!?!? I still don't Give a shit about what happens tomorrow...
All I do care about is the people around me, and how stupid I felt knowing that I betrayed them by commiting the most SELFISH act I have ever imagined. but hey the past is the past.
"You want something to be concerned about??? Well, I have a Knife to my throat. Why you ask?
Well, it's none of your concern..."
"The silence of your smiles, hides not the screams behind your eyes"