It is my experience that the right religion for you will call out and find you. I too was a disgruntled christian girl, I met a friend who showed me "the books" in the library...I have studied a wide variety of religions and beliefs for...over ten year(I am that old) and just a few years ago settled for the keltic way...it felt right, the others I studied either took me to dark places or taught me nothing...a good religion helps you find balance and peace with yourself and the earth...