how many of you have toyed ove the idea of heaven and hell, but still not clear, I was like that for a long time, I guess background knowlege is good, I was raised in a Seventh Day Advenstist home, stricked to witchcraft and all that shit that there religion had condemned. and well i had been thinking earlier into my depression that if this world is an imbetween then we could be in BIG trouble. so I thopugh and thought and thought. and now this is what I believe.
There is no heaven, or god, and if there is then he has no real say in anything, and hes of no real threat and if he leaves me alone its all good. I feel sfor those folks who have put there life into worshiping all the stories and tried to live a perfect life and have lost experience and have gained many guilts over it. To me this world is hell, a cold yet firey hell in witch im destined to roam tring despratly to find something that makes me feel complete, In my opion this is hell and we are all dead from a past life, and frrom that lies this world a parelle universe of the life that put us in this hell hole, when we die, wel all go to personal hell holes, in my case, i would be put right back here, you see I am destined to live this life over and over, and I ask, how and with whom can I coipe this with,
Sorry about this confussing insight on this life that we live, but it had to be out there, if ne one read it thank you greatly,and ya im sorry to waste your time. and ne criticsm is welcomed! cuz i know oit wwill be issued.