RESULT!!! thank you shadowborn - i do exist i now have to figure out in what sense but we'll work on that another day kiddo's

hmmmm, red, i did not only doubt others exisistence but more primarily my own.

but now i come to think of it......i do wonder how my brother could have possibly came into existence through the same gene pool as me, to suppose he didn't exist would solve a lot.

oh yeah and *reproachfully* sober up. :p