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04-21-08
Welbutrin made me halluciate. The walls were breathing and everything else looked like it had bugs crawling just beneath the surface.
Prozac made me so sleepy that I couldn't function at all. If I stopped moving, I fell asleep.
Zoloft was my happy drug. I couldn't feel anything other then giddy while on that. All my emotions came out happy. The stronger the emotion the more happy I became. My best friend committed suicide and I responded to the ambulance call. I just couldn't stop giggling the entire time.
I stopped taking everything at that point. It was years later that I was put on SAM-E by another doc and that worked better then anything else for me. It was more of a mood stabilizer and is over the counter so insurance won't cover it. But it worked well when I needed it. Pain is Nature's way of saying "At least your still alive!"
That which does not kill us hurts like hell. |