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02-27-08

Sometimes there are just things that need to be released. When you write them out.. they really don't make sense to anyone but yourself. I wrote this when Keith and I were having problems.



The passion will never die
This feeling won't fade
It is deep in me
Happiness and love
But why are the memories seeming so far away

Try to understand the changes
Try to understand
Cry out
Please get me
Tears pour out
Words are supposed to help
They don't

No more blame
Listen and try to be open minded
For the sake of each other
Dont hold back and tear down the walls
Let yourself be deeply in love

Or
Will I turn black inside
Or will the worries just disappear
Mind cant stop
Keep it all locked up
Throw away the key
No expression
No weakness
Poison your soul

Cant recognize myself
Not anymore
What is the issue

Scared
Wanting to stay true to myself
What happened to this
My fault
It is

Hardest part
Realizing it
What matters though
Is the actions
To make things better
Or worse

In the end
Is there any compromise
Can each side take the negative
and make it positive

Dont give up on it
My walls are down
Wanting
To just be
How it was
  
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