Mothers Addictions

You Are My Mother; My Protector.
At Least That Is What You Are Supposed To Be.
Before You Held Me; Shielding Me From The World Filled With So Much Corruption.
You Would Love Me Like A Parent Should Without Any Interruption.
Now You Are The Leading Cause Of This Life Of Disruption.
15 Years Later Here I Sit Crouched In A Corner.
I Now Think Back Missing The Times That You Were So Much Warmer.
But Even Back Then Things Werent The Way They Seemed.
Everytime Youd Mess Up You Would Expect To Be Redeemed.
Always Pulling The Cloth Over My Eyes And Hope That I Would Believe Your Pathetic Scheme.
I Have Realized That The Happiness You Portray Is Nothing But A Dream.
With My Head In My Hands I Can Hear Nothing But Your Screams.
Your Intoxicated Breath Does Nothing But Make Me Nautious.
With Each Word I Speak I Must Be Ever So Cautious.
Your Words Decay Me,
They're Always The Same.
Your So Unhappy,
And I'm The One To Blame.
You Were So Happy Until I Came.
Truth Is I Was Happy Until You Changed.
If It Isnt This Then It's Just Another Sick Addiction.
The Drugs; The Stress; You Cause So Much Infliction.
I Dont Need Proof Or Evidence.
I Have Made My Conviction.
The Thoughts Of Our Past Is Unshakable From The Mind.
I Dont Believe What People Say That Wounds Heal Over Time.
What You Have Done To My Childhood Is An Unforgettable Crime.
I Will Now Shake Your Words Of Hatred From E And Get Far Away.
Please Dont Think You Can Sit There And Beg Me To Stay.
I Am Going Away For What I Hope Is To Be Forever.
Dont Think That Back Here Is Where I Will Later Stray.
From Now On I Want You To Think About Why I Am Leaving You,
My Mother And Old Friend.
I Know That You Will Be Feeling Alone And Sorry Altogether In The End.