i must have contact with people also.... but i guess i thought you meant general people, like crowds and stuff. i could never live in a suburb with other houses so close to my own. it feels weird, like beehive or something

i really hate to be ALONE alone for any length of time, but i'd rather surround myself with my select few. i detest being in a sea of stupid people. i find it hard to interact, and to bite my tongue, and to be what they expect me to be....