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God, I loved Nightmare on Elm Street...fist time I watched it I was home alone...all the lights were out...it scared the crap out of me! But I don't think I'll ever watch Hellraiser...I know to many people who had to hurl after seeing it.

No, shrink then. I guess I don't need to pay someone to tell me that I'm fucked up...lol. I had I cute therapist after my accident though...

Well, Goethe is wonderful. I mean, that guy was really eloquent and everything he wrote had kind of an energy to it. But sometimes I just don't get what he's trying to say...

I had my share of crazy and vivid dreamy, and I drew them. Sometimes I look at the drawings and everything comes back. Sometimes it feels good, especially when it was actually a nice dream...I think that sometimes it's worse to wake up from a perfect dream than to have a nightmare...well, kinda depends on the nightmare I guess.

I am...a writer. Maybe a future director or actress or painter. I don't know. i love music, I love acting (well, actually I just kinda love to be on stage. makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside...lol), I love movies. But I adore writing and reading. I love to create new worlds and characters, to breath life into a new person. But I don't want to call myself an artist. There's just too much negative baggage that goes witch that title. I'm not a suicidal drug adict who thinks that noe-one understands me...and I no pierced and tattooed black haired chick with no clue at all what's going on in the real world...and sometimes it's just those kind of persons one thinks of when hearing "artist". No, I'm fucked up, but I don't fit in any goddamn category.

I'm me. Ha-ha-fucking-ha.

I just read a book about Kurt Cobain. Man, that was a poor soul. I guess he is the perfect example for the average talented artist who's too fucked up to go on being himself.

Well, bout those sketches and photos...I'm so no computer geek, so I can't offer you any help. But you could try to send them by email. I mean, only if ya wanna share...

Well, new friend, I need to go and study for my last physics exam EVER. ( I'm so psyched about it. )

If my doctor told me I had only six minutes to live, I wouldn't brood. I'd type a little faster.
--Isaac Asimov

"If you fail me again, large or small, I will tear your throat out, and my children will bathe in a shower of your blood." Nicely graphic; a little melodramatic, but nicely graphic.
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