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CannibalFetus · 06-10-07

I'm not happy, either miserable, I'm simply okay. Yeah once a doc made a remark about my childhood: "So you were So unhappy as a child huh? " for fuck's shake, tells us something new.
Anywayz, the fact is i dont believe in happiness since a long time ago. Its simply an illusion to keep people going on.
Actually if you say that you are happy then you either cant see whats in front of ya and what is really happening in the world or you're just an ignorant cunt who simply doesnt give a shit about the others and cares only for himself and his own entertainment.
Oh yeah, and of course there are also those who are whining all the time for their miserable lives and try to draw attention on them by trying to commit suicide(always without success) . I mean, yeah life is way too fucking small and you must want to live as much passionate and as much fucking crazy as you want, as long as you satisfy your desires. You should be afraid to die, cause after you die you cant fucking know whats going to happen. If you are lucky enough you might end up as food for worms or if you've got no luck your fucking soul will just wonder around the world for a whole eternity. So , whats the point in whining your whole life? While u can just sit on a chair and wait to rot, in this way you wont piss anyone off with your pathetic complaints.
Yeah, life is not perfect but you cant reach happiness cause there isnt anything real to reach for.There are moments of happiness though in our lives, these are something worth living for. But its really a waste of time to spend your life trying to find happiness, just try to achieve your goals or simply to do whatever you desire before everything ends. You dont even know when your time will come.
So, dont spend your life being a drama queen or a pathetic excuse for life. Fuck anyone who is trying to fuck with you and live your life as you wish.
Probably i didnt answer to the question of the whole topic but... I think i covered pretty much the whole thing.

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