Shit, you just killed my fucking buzz. Fuck.

I tried E once with Eric. That was fucking weird...and we skipped school that day.

Where is the sign up list for the nanny? I want one. Fuck. This Mom stuff can be depressing sometimes. My daughter Lilan, for those that don't know, is three. We were putting her into bed last night and she has her first loose tooth. I'm not too worried because she'll be four in May, so a bit early but not bad. Anyway...I almost cried. I don't want her to grow up, or have a fucking gap in her mouth.