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Originally Posted by CrimsonWatcher View Post
well ... I was sure that some people will say somethings like "just live your live" well I try .... but I just cant ... there are only few things left that brings me pleasure ... but there is no intensity at all ... and I also say if there is no life after death then why the hell should the show go on ? it`s pointless .... well I dont kno what to do... the days are passing sometimes slow , sometimes fast but almost all the time when I go to sleep I say that another day has past but wasnt a good day at all , it was bad or just pointless...... sometimes I wanted to kill myself but I keep telling myself to stay one more day maybe something will change ... ( and dont say something like " you can change the things " because I cant , and the things that I can change are to little and insignificant ) sometimes I event wanted to kill myself just to see if there is life after death.... well what can I say more ... life goes on I`m just a little point in the universe
Some periods of time are just like that...life's not all ups all the time. There are some downs and some coasting times and sometimes when things are really quiet. After a while you get to know the difference when things are just quiet and steady (what some people would consider "totally boring") and when they are the sort of quiet where you feel you might need to do something to shake things up a bit. Or, you can also learn to appreciate those moments when things are quiet. A doctor told me that he had had a conversation once with his son who said that nothing was going on and that it was boring...his father, the doc, replied, "When you see what I see all day, trust me, boring is good."

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