Duplicitious Dichotomy

better to take the fall/
and break your back/
/ than to stand around/
and watch/

to watch your feet/
swept from under you/
and see the world flipped upside down/
to lay under water/
and see the distorted world/
through the clear water/
and see/
maybe life/
and a blur/

to cross yous eyes/
and see two of everything/
one real/
one not/
which one should i chase?
one that will dissolve when i go to grab it/
and just dissipate/
through the fingers on my hand/
and fall through/
like sand thru a seive/

duplicitious nature/
is human/
and expected/
yet frowned upon/
like a contradictory dichotomy/
a realization of what/
is accepted and expected/
yet refused to be seen as the norm/